Didn't Know It Will Be This Hard

Ok, I have a confession. I cried a teeny weeny when I got home from sending the kids off at school. Maybe it was the quietness of the apartment. Maybe its the whole being alone was just too overwhelming. Maybe the way Putra was searching for me and couldn't see me. I tried to wave and call out to him but I worry if I do, he will run out to me. So I quickly step back into the crowds of mummies and walk away with a heavy heart. My eyes were soak with tears but managed to keep my composure till I stepped into the apartment. hahaha... Hubby made fun of me saying how it was my turn to cry. Could this be separation anxiety? ahahahahaahah

So here I am sitting in my living room waiting for hubby to come home from his late telecon. Can't help thinking, if it's so hard for me to adjust, how about the kids? It must be harder for kids to adjust to changes. But then again, in some situation kids tend to adapt better than adults. So this is what I learnt from my my kids. It makes me realise how in some situation I need them to reassure me that everything is ok and vice versa. Its ok to rely on them. Afterall they are my strength.

Anyway, I am thankful for those kids. They taught me a great deal about life and motherhood.:) and oh patience.. hahahaha

God Bless to all mummies :)